i have a story to share...

Imagine u (a guy) being with ur gf for 7 years, and u decide it's time to get married, u bought a wedding band, ready for the proposal of ur lifetime, only to find out tt she's drifting away from you. You feel it, u noe the inevitable, day by day, until the time comes when she tells u that she don't see a common future with you. How will you feel? Is it because she's a graduate now and i'm only a diploma holder and a civil servant? Many questions and no answers...

Isn't it sad? Everyone looks for the ideal life, but how many of us can achieve that? All we do is hope that everything goes well in life, pray hard and work hard towards our goals. If things were meant to be, it will be, if not there's no point in trying too hard. A tragedy will still be a tragedy. People empathise with you, but you cannot change the past.

Exams r coming. I afraid of exams cos I care about my grades. I don't wanna get another D+, not even a C. Need to remind myself consistently to work hard. But I'm just too sick n tired of mugging for exams. Sick of this lifestyle. Can't wait to go back to Grant Village next year, only place i can find some peace.