gimme a break

why do people take what i said frivously so seriously? do my words really carry so much weight? can't i just express my thoughts and discuss about it before deciding that is what i really wanna do? why is it so difficult to think the way that i think? am i being irrational? cmon, when ur frens r all deciding to stay in hostel, don't u wanna be a part of them? n it's just a thought, not confirmed... it's a 'might' and 'thinking'... wat's the fuss about? dun come up with many many guesses or reasons why i might wanna stay, cos they r ALL WRONG. the only reason is convenience and frens. it's the fren bonding feel. hey, think abt it, u guys think i will spend $1k on lodging n food just to have the much conveted FREEDOM?! i am not so silly. seriously, freedom don't worth that much to me. they won't understand, nvm.. speculate no more. these r the ONLY 2 reasons. the fact about tuition? u think i can still teach at jc level? i'm not sure. maybe i can, maybe i might, i'm not even sure wat will happen?! can't i just say tt i might wanna drop it? the keyword is "MIGHT", but i won't until the day comes and i think it is time to stop.

i guess ppl r nt as detailed as me. "might" and "will" r 2 different words with completely intentions.

pls... gimme a break.