first time

remember all ur first times?

'first time' gives me the jitters, u r unsure of wat to do, yet it is something u need to do and want to do so badly. u r afraid, yet raring to try cos it's new.

how many 'first times' will we get in our lives? as i grow older, the more things i have seen and experienced, the less 'first times' left. perhaps it is time to drop everything n go on to experience new things?

perhaps not... although 'first time' gives u the thrill, it does not give you the feeling you developed with ur past 'first times'. the human brain is certainly very complex, memory and emotions interact with the environment over different measures of time. i believe tt the older you get, the wiser you are. perhaps it is not too bad afterall to be grow old and lay multiple layers of feelings (or maybe fillings) into our old 'first times'. :)